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Hi, thanks for dropping by here.

It’s been a while that I don’t have any post here. I have hosted my very own site~Denise’s Corner and you can access me via deniselau.com  in future time.

See you there.

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2nd Chance

 Dream Throw Pillow

Curious? What’s this Dream Cushion?

Well, I am trying to build another ‘dream‘ of mine!

Still not understand? Ok, I had been doing business in gift field happily few years back but for some reasons, I came across a severe blow which led me to the stage that I really couldn’t accept and face it.

Since then, I can hardly stand up. May be it was just a small matter, yet to me, it destroyed all my dreams. I lost everything which belonged to my hard earned…

Life has to be carry on, I know apparently that I need to be strong. I need to hold on to the very end, but somehow I led myself to a life that filled with grief and anxiety. My health then getting poorer and poorer unknowingly…

Thousand thanks to my dear sis, Ann and my brother-in-law, LC. Without them, I really don’t know if I can still be here. With their care and love, and of course for my two kids, I promised myself that my tears will only drop for love concerned since then…

I am still struggling with my life, yet I have directions to focus.

I gained back my health and am doing exercise enjoyably everyday. And I focus on the online business which impressed me much.

Recently, I am busy setting up an online shop which is much similar to my dream. I named it 2nd Chance. Yes, I hope it will be the 2nd chance for me to build my dream. So, I forced myself to learn all that I need to know for me to set up the shop. It took me a lot of time indeed yet I was quite enjoyed. Phew…I have done it eventually.

Hey, I really can’t wait to recommend it to you though it’s just in beta. Remember to visit cafepress.com/deniselau and give me some suggestions and comments ya.

I need to force myself

141412737v7_150x150_front.jpgI was struggling with my life all these while. And it’s quite impossible for me to practise my calligraphy. (Lazy! I supposed it should be a proper way to put) 😉

For some reasons, I need to force myself…

Sadly, I was very disappointed with my calligraphy. What I can do is pasting them on the wall which can stimulate me to further efforts.

Life is just too short…

My eldest brother called me and informed me that my youngest aunt has passed away last night due to breast cancer.

After the class, I went and fetched my youngest sister at JB custom. We went together to her place.

It’s been 10 years I didn’t see her. Although she is my grandfather’s adopted daughter, yet my dad doted her very much. Quite a few times, I saw tears in my dad’s eyes…

I recalled my memories. Many things passed by…

When was that when we were all happily kept in touch in our childhood. The time when they were all young and we were just kids. Then, time just passed by without realization.  We are getting old, and a lot of relatives has gone.

I couldn’t sleep well the whole night when I recalled my aunt lying in the coffin…

No, don’t get me wrong. I am not afraid at all. I felt upset.

Life is indeed too short. So much can change within second…

Unexpected touching…

Around noon, my phone rang.

A friend of mine called and wished to meet me up.

Guess what? Just to bring me the peanut biscuits that he bought purposely for me. I was much touched and actually appreciated him. What made me feel sorry was he is such a busy businessman yet he still made his time up just to pass me the biscuits.

Really appreciate for his friendship.

Friends cannot be trusted…

Some says, friends cannot be trusted and we don’t have to be true to friends or we just need to adopt an insincere attitude towords friends…

What do you think?

May be they are true. But it really depends. I won’t do that for sure. I cherish every of my friends. May be some of them are just not sincere enough to me, yet I don’t mind. Everybody has their choice to be true to the friends they chose and we should not be so despotic to them.

 I myself consider lucky that I have friends around to inspire me up all the time. Whenever I befriend with someone, I definitely sincere to them, because I know for whom who knows how to appreciate will definitely go the same to you.

Really thanks to my friends around all this while, and also my on line friend, WAhYeong who always takes his precious time to visit my blog and leaves his comments to me. I really sense their care and love …

How I wish that I can lost my memory…

These few days, again I found myself unavoidably having a bad emotion…

I keep telling myself that whatever it happens, will all be over at last.  Well, I know you are going to console and inspire me but I just couldn’t help myself to have such a feeling. After all, I am just a woman. I need some strength to move on…

It’s been a week that I haven’t get myself to have a good exercise. Really tired and dull to have such a life style. Sometimes, just feel like I might as well become one who lost the memory and cannot recover what had happened…

Well, it’s just a vain thought. When I back to the reality, I need to face everything in front of me. Friends recently quite concern about me and keep asking the reason for being so lethargic.

Si…….g…………..hhhhhh……..

May be I should catch up with friends and shouldn’t lock myself in the stuffy room or go out to have a good running just to get myself a good sweat.

I shouldn’t be so demanding…

Recently, I seriously look into myself…

Well, a common and simple lady. It’s been a long time I have totally lose confidence in myself. Friends around always inspired me up. Their words did encourage me a lot…

All of these while, my life seemed to be up side down. I have locked myself up for quite some time. I have been down but fortunately I have always like to smile to people although it looked so sad. Friends increased and surprisingly they like to catch up with me always. Thanks to all my friends and I will definitely cherish them…

May be I need to have another view of my life. Although I can’t have a life that I long for, yet I lead a simple life that there are friends around now and then to inspired me up.

What’s more should I ask for? May be I really shouldn’t be so demanding…

Happy Birthday to me…

Hmmm…at this very mid-night, I am alone here by myself.

Quite exhausted, yet cannot sleep. My aunt sms me  and wishing me  happy birthday. Sometimes,I do feel very lucky that at such state of me, I still have someone there to show their care and love. 

My first blessing came from my brother-in-law. Then my beloved sister IM me and invited me to her house to have a dinner. There I go again, I was touched and…yes, tears drop again…

My little sister then called me too and asked what I want for present…

Thanks so much indeed. I really don’t deserve it.

I think of my mom. I miss her. I really miss her.

Twenty years back, mom also put me in heart. I never can forget that she prepared the birthday cake and refreshments and then locked them in my room just to give me a big surprise. When I backed from school and opened the door, I really wet my eyes. Thank you very much mom, also not forget that you sent a birthday card to me when I was in Singapore. Thanks mom, I love you…

Well, times sometimes really scared me, I am at my age of 40 now. As days gradually add on, what have I owned for what it should be owned. I can’t think too much actually, what brings me feel great is that my little Noel-my sis’s son, he is having the same birthday with me. Wow, I am really happy. Wish him too, a very happy birthday.

                                                                                                 

A boy was seriously injured

Having dinner with my 2 kids this evening at the shop that we usually go.

Just after we chose our food, the girl there told us not to sit inside the shop as a fighting was soon to be started. When I turned around, oh no! A tense situation was there. A group of men were going to have a fight. Just a second, one of them was chasing a boy with a stick along the road and smacked him with a chair later when the boy ran into the shop. The boy was seriously injured then.

This is the first time I saw a real fighting. I really hate to see it. I took this as a lesson for my sons.

Sometimes, it’s only a minor matter and if we can take it easy, we really don’t have to let the unpleasant things happened.